Okay, so I planned on having all these amazing photographs when I came back from Wildwood, but my camera broke pretty much the second I arrived down there. I've since returned it as an even exchange, and I have my pwetty pink camera back but alas, nothing to photograph.

I recently did a photoshoot with my cat 'cause she's a diva/slut but the pictures are so cliche that I'm not even gonna bother posting them because they're too boring.

In much more exciting news, yesterday I bought extensions and I have white hair! Well, as close as I can possibly get. It's really, really extremely pale yellow and I'm very excited for it. On Sunday, Oskar's gonna help me cut it and stuff, so I can be wearing it for school~ I'm so excited.

Apparently, I'm losing weight because my scale says like 4 pounds lighter than it was a week ago but I'm not going to waste my time being excited over that. For every four pounds I lose, I end up gaining like 12 more so it doesn't really matter. I figure it's just because I haven't had much of an appetite, and when I do, there's nothing around to eat anyway lmfao.

So yeah. School is soon. It starts on Thursday, I believe. I finally took a buttload of writing classes. I've been trying to write lately, but it's really hard. I have to find my inspiration. I have three classes with my bff f f f f f f ff f f f fffffff which has pretty much never happened before and I'm excited for that too. >>;

And therefore, I'll spend today trying to make the day go as fast as possible so it can be tomorrow and I can wear my gorgeously amazingly perfect long extensions. *w*

hello, hello!

i got a new camera today.
it's a samsung SL102.
it's 10.2 mpxls.

at first i thought i hated it.
but it turns out it's not half bad!
one button's kinda stuck down even though it still works.
so i might exchange it for a new one.
BUT! it's pink. <3

sooo. hopefully i will get picture ideas and the like soon.
i'm about 95% sure i'm keeping the camera.

i got it for like... $130?
it could be MUCH worse.
i lovelovelove it. pinkness!

i hope to deviate soooon~

i miss taking photos. ):
unfortunately, i lost my camera in NYC at the pride parade this summer.
i have my old one back, but only temporarily.
i don't have a job, so i don't plan on getting a new one anytime soon. XD

thank you to everyone who has favorited or watched me, and i'm sorry that i haven't responded. it's terribly rude of me, gomen.

life has been anything but busy lately, but i've fallen into a depression that i'm working on getting myself out of. wish me luck, and hopefully i will be able to upload some more photos, and continue being a DA whore. :3

much love~

I'm in a really fantastic mood lately. <3

I went to Hooters && the willowbook mall today with Sean & Lance!
I uploaded some stuff, too!
I'm feeling mega-inspired lately.

NYC next Sunday hopefully~

Over the long weekend, I attended something called WTTI, which stands for Willow Tree Teen Institute. A superintendant of the school helped pay for the expensive admission price ($640), therefore a few kids from my school were able to go. Me and my friend Sean decided to sign up because it sounded fun, it sounded like something different.

As the time came near, we started to have doubts about the place. We couldn't bring cell phones or iPods, we needed to stay for three nights and it seemed really cheesy. We didn't want to cancel at the last minute so we decided we'd MAKE it fun if it turned out to suck.

And let me just say, it was the most amazing weekend of my life. The most amazing four days ever. I wish everyone in the world could spend four days at WTTI so they could feel what it's like. It truly is an indescribable experience.

I learned so much. My perspective changed on so many things. My depression has broken.

I gained so much while I was there. There was a party on the second to last day, and I danced. I danced, something I thought I could never do in front of somebody else. It even embarassed me to dance alone by myself. But I danced, with Sean and Caitlin, David, Eric, Cortney, Katie, Dan, Selena, Jesse, Alicja, Lizzie, Sarah, Erin and everybody else. I made so many friends, friends that I'll keep for life. It was the one place in my entire life that I have ever felt so comfortable around actual people.

There, they didn't judge you. There were no cliques or stereotypes or ANYTHING. They were normal kids. It goes to show you that everyone has the potential to be like that, it's just the environment and the decisions of others that really make that kind of a negative impact. I loved it there. I didn't want to come home.

It felt like, truly, nothing in the world mattered but WTTI. I could have lived in my cabin forever, stayed in the community hall or in my Action Group with all of my friends, new and old friends.

The conference was basically focused on substance abuse and bullying. We learned about natural highs.

I'd be lying if I said that I wasn't the highest I've ever been dancing the night away at that party.

I've learned so much at that conference and I want to share it with everybody who didn't have the opportunities that I did to really enjoy and take in all of the love, support and friendship in the indescribable boundaries of WTTI.